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Are we bored? [28 Apr 2005|07:17pm]
Alyssa you will remember this:


This one tops it all, brought a little tear to my eye and joy to my heart!!!


(Sadly this is what I am doing since I turned on the TV only to see Bush giving his speech INSTEAD of The OC. What is the world thinking???)
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How cute is this!!! [27 Apr 2005|10:09pm]
[ mood | thankful ]

"Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot...who calls you back even though you just hung up on him...who thinks you are perfect even though he knows the worst thing about you...who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead...who wants to show you off to the world when you are in a T-Shirt and sweats...who thinks you're just as pretty without make-up...one who is constantly reminding you of how much he loves you and how lucky he is to have you...the one who turns to his friends, smiles, and says, 'That's her.'"

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Lil' Update [25 Apr 2005|10:56am]
[ mood | bored ]

Well this weekend was pretty uneventful except for it was Jennie Jacob and Greg Gallatin's wedding! So crazy. When I was a head cashier at Target, Jennie was a cashier and Greg was the cart boy - and I knew that they liked each other so I gave Greg her phone number and told him he should call her. I never thought they'd get married!!! It was seriously the cutest wedding I have ever been to. They are absolutely perfect for each other. When her dad walked her down the aisle I totally lost it and started bawling. How embarrassing, totally didn't expect that at all. The reception was really cute too, very good food! Ben and I really didn't know a whole lot of people though, but I found Tami Anderson and we ended up spending most of the evening together. Funniest part of the night was probably Dan Schetinski's toast *he was the best man.* I was so proud of him, he didn't bother me to dance at all. Best part of the night? Catching the much-coveted bouquet. That makes two in a row, definite sign there. Anyway just thought I would check in, later y'all.

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Haven't done one of these in a while! [21 Apr 2005|10:34pm]
[ mood | stressed ]

Stole this from Sass...it's been a while since I filled one of these out! So here goes....

F i r s t s

First best friend: That would probably be Jennie Jacob, who is the sweetest girl ever....I was new on the first day of 5th grade and she came up and introduced herself...now she is getting married on Saturday to a guy that I set her up with!!!
First car: My very first own car that I did not use of my parents' is a '96 Saturn, she is still in commission
First break-up: Well Anders was also my first bf so that would be him
First screen name: Same as now
First funeral: My great-grandpa's, like 10-12 years ago
First pets: Chelsea :( my beautiful yellow lab. Had to put her to sleep in 12th grade.
First enemy: Jill Naylon
First big trip: I think Disneyland when I was 5.
First musical instrument you played: Piano

L a s t s

Last car ride: Coming back from tennis with Ben, Kevin, and Tony this evening
Last good cry: The other night after a big fight :(
Last movie seen: The Incredibles on DVD...sooo cute
Last beverage drank: A glass of Sierra Mist with a straw
Last food consumed: An english muffin with peanut butter on it
Last crush: I have a huge crush on the guy who play's Trey on The OC
Last phone call: Mom
Last time showered: After tennis tonight
Last shoes worn: My tennis shoes
Last item bought: I bought a Gatorade at the Grill tonight

R e l a t i o n s h i p s

Who are your very best friends? Hmm...these have come to change lately, but Kara, Rachel, and Ashlee will always be my best friends
Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? Yes I do, his name is Ben, he is a very cute kid.

F a s h i o n | S t u f f

Where is your favorite place to shop? This also changes...but I will always have a special place in my heart for Target
Any tattoos or piercings? Just earrings

S p e c i f i c s

Do you do drugs? Nope
What kind of shampoo do you use? Herbal Essences
What are you most scared of? Change
What are you listening to right now? ESPN, if I am with Ben this is usually the case
Where do you want to get married? In a church...the St. Paul Cathedral would be so nice, reminds me of the wedding in The Sound of Music every time!! With of course my uncle marrying me (not like marrying me like being married to me, but actually marrying me - he is a priest)
How many buddies are online right now? 32
What would you change about yourself? I would always like to have a little bit better of a body, and my long hair back

F a v o r i t e s

Color: Red and pink
Food: Chocolate
Boys' names: Jackson
Girls' names: Marianna, Julia
Subjects in school: History, phy ed
Animals: I'm not a huge animal fan, but I do like dogs a lot
Sports: I love all sports but softball has a special place in my heart as well as hockey :)

H a v e | Y o u | E v e r

Taken a bath with someone? Yes
Skinny dipped? Yes
Made yourself cry to get out of trouble? I've been known to squirt some when needed
Pictured a crush naked? Of course
Cried when someone died? Yes
Lied? I do not like to lie but we are all guilty of telling a few in our lifetime
Fallen for your best friend? I would have called Ben a best friend, more a good friend...I suppose I did date Ryan McMillan in high school and he was a good friend too!
Done something you regret? Yes yes

C u r r e n t

Clothes: Workout shorts, t-shirt and UST hoodie
Music: Still ESPN
Make-up: I wear barely any make-up
Annoyance: Having a doc appointment at 9AM tomorrow when I haven't gotten to sleep in ALL WEEK
DVD in player: Friends Season 9, Disc 1

L a s t | P e r s o n

Hugged: Probably Ben, but for some reason Valerie comes to mind because I distinctly remember hugging her today
You IMed: My bro's gf Elizabeth (who is also one of my new roomies!!!)

A r e | Y o u

Open Minded: Most of the time
Arrogant: okay I was going to say no, then Ben said yes, so hey that's great!
Interesting: I would hope people think so
Moody: I would probably say so
Hardworking: I'm an extremely hard worker at a job, with school it's a different story
Organized: Not at all
Healthy: I think so, I probably shouldn't eat so much chocolate...emotionally, probably not as healthy as I could be
Attractive: I don't think I am horrible
Bored: No, just tired
Responsible: Yes
Obsessed: At the moment I am obsessed with crossword puzzles and moving into my new place
Sad: Sometimes
Hyper: When I get excited about something I get really hyper
Random: Oh yes, people think that's pretty funny

W h o | D o | Y o u | W a n n a

Kill: Um, no one
Slap: I seriously wanted to slap this kid who was yelling things at people walking out of the Twins game the other night
Look Like: I look exactly like my dad
Talk to Online: You!

| R a n d o m |

What do you notice on a person first: Teeth
Last person you danced with: I danced with Ben yesterday at Borders downtown :)
Who makes you laugh the most: Ben
Who makes you smile? A lot of people make me smile!
Who do you get a funny feeling around? Guys who walk too close to me...every since the stalker man :(
Who do you have a crush on? See above
Who has a crush on you? I have no idea

| N u m b e r |

Of times I have had my heart broken: Too many to count
Of hearts I have broken: Hopefully not too many, you know me
Of girls/guys I've kissed: That's a secret number
Tight friends: I have very few "tight" friends...over the last few years I've come to find that most of the girls I know/knew are immature, lying bitches...excuse the bitterness! People are just not who they say they are (or act like they are for that matter).
Of cds I own: I own a lot of them, not sure how many

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Memories [11 Apr 2005|10:12pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]

I was thinking lately of how much I associate a song or music with so many things in my life, as I'm sure a lot of people do. The other day I heard this song and I was just astounded at how much I felt like I was back in that place, doing that thing - it was just amazing how the feeling came back. So I decided I that I will make a list of some of the more prominent. I think everyone should do it, I think it would be really interesting:

1.)Blurry, Puddle of Mudd - Definitely finals week of freshman year at UST. I just remember getting up really early in the mornings when it was still dark out and so quiet, and putting this song on really low. I was starting to have some problems at this time as well so those feelings definitely come back.

2.) Twisted, Keith Sweat - Every single school dance I ever went to, whether or not it was played there. Especially brings back memories of middle school dances. And also riding the empty school bus home and hearing it on the radio. Very strange.

3.) Song of the South, Alabama - I cannot hear this song without going back to Kara's wedding when everyone got in a circle and danced to this song. Apparently it is a family tradition for them to all dance to this at family weddings and such. It was definitely a lot of fun, I remember Kara's brothers dancing all funny. It's pretty meaningful considering Kara lives in Australia now and I miss her so much.

4.) In The End, Linkin Park - Dakota Dan, nuff said.

5.) Hey Jude, Beatles - This is so funny, but every time I hear it, it reminds me of finals week during freshman year. My roommates and I were sitting around studying and I think Alyssa had this on her computer and we all just sang and yelled to it. Do you remember that at all Sass?

6.) Shoop, Salt-n-Pepa - Totally reminds me of middle school. Back then someone told me that "shoop" was like a swear word so I would put this on really really low in my room so my mom wouldn't hear it. I thought I would be in trouble if she heard me listening to music with swearwords in the lyrics.

7.) Flavor of the Week, American Hi Fi - I go back to Rachel's boat in the middle of White Bear Lake with all of my friends from high school. We had this mixed CD that we used to listen to every time. We would sit out on the lake and go swimming and just hang out and sing this song. Very fun times.

8.) Sometimes, Britney Spears & Bad Touch, I don't know who sings that - I will group these two together because they completely remind me of dancing with Alyssa in my dorm room and also at Stargate. I don't think anyone but my roommates would understand this. You just would have to see us dance. That is all.

9.) Romeo, Basement Jaxx - More dancing with my roommates, but also getting ready with them to go out on the weekends. Very fun!

10.) Anything Sinatra - My dad. He thinks he is Sinatra and when we were kids he used to make us listen to it and I always really liked it, but I had to pretend I hated it because it was dorky. Now I love it and it is something I share with my dad.

11.) You Had Me At Hello, Kenny Chesney - Reminds me of Ben. I just always knew it was my favorite love song and when I fell in love with him it was and is the perfect song for us. It makes me realize how I really do think I did love a part of him the second I met him. Definitely going to dance to that one at my wedding.

I could probably go on and on with this list. But it is about my bedtime so I'm off. So I will continue at a later date. Later y'all.

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More ramblings [07 Apr 2005|10:48pm]
[ mood | frustrated ]

I am so sick of some of the people I'm surrounded by everyday. How mean is that? I don't know if it's just me being extra sensitive to stuff cause I'm stressed out lately or what...it just seems that there are so many assholes out there and they all like to show themselves at once. The only way I can describe it is DISAPPOINTING. You think you know somebody - but then they turn out to be the complete opposite? How many COUNTLESS times has this happened in my life? It's just so frustrating.

I had a good time in high school - not a great one, but it was good by all standards. But the things in high school that bothered me the most were the people who, for example, you did a project with in class for two weeks, yet when they saw you outside of class they pretended they didn't know you, and after the project you were dead to them. When I graduated I thought, seriously, I was leaving that all behind. But no, you get to college and you think that maybe everyone grew out of it - but now I realize that it's not something you grow out of, it must just be people in general.

I had a horrible roommate situation last year if you recall. Well about a month and a half ago Melissa (my roommate since freshman year) and I had lunch, during which time she apologized for being so horrible to me last year. That meant so much considering that a lot of time had passed - it really made me feel a lot better about the situation (which I had been blaming myself for). Well we talked a few times since then because we catch the same shuttle bus to the Minneapolis campus twice a week. Now she completely ignores me. It started off slowly. At first we would talk while we waited. Then she I guess made some friends, so no more conversation, maybe a hello - I could handle that fine. Now it's ignore Jen completely regardless if she has her friends there or not. Yesterday she sat in the seat directly in front of me on the bus and didn't turn around or say hi once (I would like to point out here that I have made every effort to be civil, etc, and I did say hello when she got to the waiting place the other day). What is with this? I mean how can you be friends with someone one day and then the next day just feel like ignoring them? Was I incredibly boring during conversations, so boring that you absolutely can't stand to talk to me anymore and are afraid that I will talk to you so you have to pretend I'm not there? Seriously. It just creates an awkward situation.

Same with that Emily situation that I wrote about the other day. I couldn't figure out why it bothered me so much. But then I just thought about what a stupid thing it was. Emily realized how stupid and actually erased all entries and decided to not use the site anymore - which I commend her for, it was definitely her being the bigger person. Now I noticed in that other girl's journal not only did she bitch about Emily and offend her upright, but she posted the stuff that Emily deleted. OK does that give you personal satisfaction or what? Does the whole world need to see that you have a big mouth and are a big talker? Honestly. If you really feel you need to see that over and over, save it on your desktop and pull it up when no one is looking. I think it looks so much worse to show the world what a bitch you are. I mean you have the right to put in your journal whatever you want - but I just felt she did it out of spite and to try and make herself look like she "won" the fight or whatever it was.

I guess what I am saying is - it's frustrating to me that people can't act like adults by age 21. I am totally recognizing that people have a relapse once in a while *myself included*. But didn't anyone's parents raise them up telling them to be good people? Again, not saying I am above this at all. But I just feel like with me, regardless of the fact that I have a big mouth and a bad temper, what you see is what you get, once you get to know me. I find myself trying to justify myself to people a lot but all I can say is that's me. One day in like 1st grade my mom heard me saying something mean about some girl in class, to one of my friends, over the phone. When she heard that I got sat down and received the hugest lecture of my life, I swear. All about how you NEVER talk about people behind their back because it will come back to haunt you. And that people who need to entertain themselves by being assholes to other people are really the saddest people of all. I have never forgotten this. Obviously we all need to get out our frustrations with each other - but enough is enough and I think I've been pretty good about staying on the good side of that line. I don't know. That's sort of random I guess. My point is just that some people are just not who you think they are because they go around trying to be someone that they're not. And I don't think everyone is stupid enough not to see this. It's just hard to respect people when they obviously don't have respect for themselves, much less other people.

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Warning - Pointless Rambling Ahead [05 Apr 2005|05:51pm]
[ mood | frustrated ]

Hello all,

That's right, I am back for the first time since November. My good friend Emily has been having some problems spawned by her Xanga site and this has inspired me to whip out the old LJ and bitch about it. Here goes:

Emily and Dan have been dating for over a year now. Dan has an ex gf who I don't know at all but for some reason she really bothers Emily. I am thinking that her bothering Emily is just because being jealous is a girl thing. I got lucky with Ben - he didn't come with any ex-gfs. There were people in his past who I have felt insecure about, but for the most part I've been very lucky. I think it's normal to have those feelings to anyone whose been with your man to begin with. Anyway. So Emily got this blog and wrote down some random thoughts. One of them was about this ex-gf. I read this, and from a completely objective point of view, it was really not that horrible. I'm sure she never would have written this stuff if she thought there was a chance of the other girl reading it.
Somehow the other girl got the link and read it. So Emily received a very nasty comment from one of her friends. It really was immature. I think the last line said something about "I hope you die a slow and painful death" or something to that extent. So Emily wrote something back, then the actual girl wrote something - finally Emily just decided to quit the blog completely just to get away from all this. Just let it go. I'm sure it still bothered her, especially being the person to withdraw, but I totally think that was the right thing to do.
You would think that everything would be okay after this. But I guess that the ex-gf is now talking to some of Emily's friends - including Dan - and telling them what happened. It sounds like she is sort of blowing it out of proportion. And it is really stressing her out.
Now I need to comment on a few aspects of this situation:
1. First of all, when you go reading someone's web log, I think that you give up your right to get upset about anything in it. That's someone's thoughts. That is all. The purpose of a journal is to clear the thoughts in your head - things you really can't say out loud. So for this girl to not only get upset but to blow it way out of proportion and spread it around to Emily's friends - not cool. Emily has a right to express her feelings. You don't have a right to say shit behind someone's back, but that's not what it was. She was simply shedding stress.
2. A few friends who are now involved seem to be taking sides. I don't get that. This other girl has no business sharing what happened to begin with - can these "friends" not see this? Like, it's one thing to talk to someone about it. I know that's why Emily told me. But to mutual friends? That just seems like sabotage. And let's just say some of these friends of Emily's are less than able to pick up on this.
3. Can I just get out how childish it all seems to me? I seriously haven't been close to a situation like this since - high school maybe? I definitely have a problem with people saying crap about me to other people if they don't know what they're talking about. And I definitely have a big mouth that has gotten me in trouble a lot. But for this other girl to go around telling stories to everyone, basically "spreading rumors" - this has nothing to do with me and it STILL frustrates me!!! So I don't blame Emily for responding to these girls over her blog. But come on you other girls - we are 21 years old now aren't we? Let's seriously leave the high school shit behind for a moment and take this for what it is: a misunderstanding blown WAY out of proportion. What is with girls? This seems to happen all the time. Guys don't do this. Well some like the drama but for the most part don't really get caught up in it. What is with us??

I don't know why this situation frustrated me so much - it has nothing to do with me. But I've always been really protective of my friends. If I knew this girl I'd have no problem taking care of her. It just seems so stupid and I don't like my friends being at odds with each other because it just sucks. It makes normal situations uncomfortable.

OK I'm done.

Other than that...I can't think of much else new since I last wrote! The last semester is here - gotta love that. Graduation in just a little over a month! Woo hoo! I'm moving too! Into a high rise on the 23rd floor overlooking the river! With Emily, my brother's gf Elizabeth, and another girl I met through an old friend of mine. So that is pretty much what's on my mind right now - getting out of school and getting into my new apartment. Hopefully I can find some time to update this thing again soon. Much love all.

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Let's Get Serious Here [03 Nov 2004|10:55pm]
Can I just express how frustrated I am here?
It has been less than 24 hours since the election and already I am sick and tired of signing on line to have some conversation or whatnot, and reading people's away messages saying how the country is going downhill and how Bush sucks and yada yada yada. One kid had the audacity to compare the re-election of Bush to Jefferson Davis's "presidency" in the Confederacy during the Civil War. Another kid expressed his extreme disappointment in the American people. A few examples (and I'm sorry if anyone reads this and gets offended, I didn't mean to):

"i guess i should actually do some work...kinda hard when our future looks so bleak"
"I'm moving to Canada..."
"good thing all those red states saved those blue states from terrorists and gays"

and my personal favorite:

"I cannot imagine any other country taking this too well. I was only in Europe for aprroximately 6 months, but I was there long enough to know that the majority of the world hates us. The sad thing is, they used to say that they did not hate our people, only our government, specifically President Bush. However, I'm pretty sure that they all will decide within the next few days that they were wrong, and that they hate us along with our publicly elected leader. If you think we had terrorist attacks beforehand, just watch out now. thank God I'll be in Europe next summer and Japan for a majority of the next two years"

OK can we get serious here?

First of all, I realize that your candidate lost, and with that obviously comes some frustration and sadness. That is to be expected. Even as a Bush supporter I felt bad listening to Kerry's speech of concession, and realize that his campaign went really strong and they were really hopeful.
But, the truth is...it just didn't happen.
How about, instead of all of the negativity toward Bush, the threats of moving to Canada, the disappointment in the country, whatever your excuse is for being upset - what if you took that disappointment, got over it a little bit, and turned that around into support and pride in our country, regardless of the leadership? Kerry and Bush both discussed how divided the country is at the moment...what if you took some initiative and helped that to turn around, using your obvious passion, rather than maintaining your whining and moaning? How about using some of that energy to respect Kerry's attempts, to respect his decision to concede, and to respect HIS wish of bringing the country together?
And another thing for people who say they are disappointed in America...are you kidding me? Take into consideration that the number of people voting went up in how many states. It is our civic duty to vote, and more and more people are embracing that right...that fact right there makes me immensely proud of our country, and not disappointed at all.
So honestly, can we put this into perspective? It's obvious that a lot of people were disappointed with the results...but nonetheless along with our right to vote comes the duty to respect our leader and take pride in our country. Bush and Kerry may have been representing different views but one thing that they BOTH agreed on was that our country is divided, and needs to be united. So why not just respect that idea, regardless of who your candidate was, by standing up next to your fellow Americans and taking some pride in this country?
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Oh Just A Few Things [30 Oct 2004|06:11pm]
[ mood | excited ]

1.) I was on TV the other day!!! http://www.wcco.com/topvideo?cat=5&next=20 then click on "Students Stalked" story. Too bad my apartment and my cat got more airtime than me :(.

2.) Today was the Bush rally and Ben and I went and it was tight. We sat behind him and to his left, not far away at all. It was my first political type event and I liked it.

3.) Tonight is Halloween party night and I'm all set to go as Paris...got my cute little skirt, my bling, and my puppy. Woo hoo!

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Camping [19 Sep 2004|08:18pm]
This weekend Ben and I went camping with Jared and Eileen and after this experience I just have one question to ask and if anyone knows the answer or has an idea please let me know:

Why is it that every person in this world thinks that they just automatically know HOW to go camping?

Myself included in this wondering.

For example. We obviously brought WAY too much stuff for the one evening we were staying. So we looked like absolute idiots lugging coolers and an air mattress up a steep hill, or mountain really, to a backpack camp site. When we finally get up to our site (keep in mind it took almost 2 hours to walk 3/4 of a mile) we unroll the tents and realize that not only do NONE of us have any clue about setting up a tent, but after some ponderance we realize that these tents we have rented from St. Thomas are all either missing poles, stakes, broken zippers, you name it, it's probably wrong with one of the two tents. The poles on Jared and Eileen's tent were broken so it looked like spider legs and in all was about 3 feet off the ground. It also lost some height progressively over the evening. Ben and I's tent was a little smaller, and one of the bendable poles was fine, but of course the other was broken in half so we had to break off the tie from the bag that HOLDS the tent, to try and tie those two together at the top. I've never seen anything like it in my life. It was really a mess.

At this point we decide that there is no way we want to or would even be able to make it back to the car for the SECOND trip. So this leaves us with zero pillows, zero sleeping bags, zero pads to lie on, and one blanket between the four of us.

Then we decide that we are famished. The food should be the easiest part of the trip because all you have to do is roast your damn hot dog right? Well no, because first of all you must start a fire. There is a woodpile down the road. We proceed to head down to said woodpile only to find that you have to SAW YOUR OWN WOOD. Luckily there are scraps and pieces laying around. And also luckily Jared brought newspaper. After quite a few failed attempts Eileen came through for us and was able to start the flame that cooked our food and warmed our bodies. (Have I mentioned yet that this was also our only form of lighting? Myself brought a flashlight but *stupidly* no batteries. We had to take our cell phones to light our way to go to the bathroom.)After the fire started, however, I do have to say that we did make a very good dinner of hot dogs, burgers, and smores. A few drinks and we were in good spirits.

Finally we decided it was time for bed. So Ben and I proceed to roll up our clothes as pillows and try to curl up in our ONE small blanket, while our tent sags and comes this close to hitting our face. Oh yes and kill all the huge spiders crawling around inside with us.

I swear to God this was the worse night of sleep ever. My trusty cellular I kept next to me as my clock. I laid awake for about 3 hours until like 4 AM, then proceeded to check the time twice every hour until 7 AM. Have you ever slept on the cold ground with no pillow and one blanket for two, and your pants tucked into your shoes and socks because the spiders might get in there? And, sorry Ben, but your boyfriend breathing all over you because he has some allergies and can't breathe out of his nose? Jared's voice could not come too soon at 7:50 and we were out of there by 8:15.

The walk out out of there took considerably less time, probably because we burned all the food and beer so we wouldn't have to carry it back. The first view of my car brought joy that I cannot explain. We were home by 9 AM and Ben even threw up in my car, very nice. I have also never been so sore in my life, not only from carrying all that shit up a mountain but from sleeping on the hardest ground ever with roots sticking into me. I can't even raise my hands over my head. I do want to say here, though, that we really did have a fun time. Has anyone seen that episode of Newlyweds where they go camping? It was a lot like that.

OK. The moral of this story is, seriously, camping is really hard and you should just never think so highly of yourself to assume that you can do it, if you've never done it before. It is seriously a talent for the selective few who can do it. It seemed like such a good idea and everyone said how much fun we would have, how they wished they were going with us, yadda yadda yadda. What the hell. For some reason everyone thinks they can just go and set up their tent and be okay! This is an untrue assumption and I advise everyone to seriously think about what they are getting themselves into if they do so choose to make the trek inexperienced and unprepared.
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A Few Thoughts... [10 Sep 2004|08:08pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

The last week and a half has been so hard! I can't believe all the shit that has happened to me...my car dies, large fight with mom, guy tries to break into apartment TWICE...then the worst part came two days ago. I was sitting at an intersection on Snelling and 94, waiting at a red light, when an armored van ran a red, hitting a truck, and in turn jumped the median and hit my drivers side full-speed. When I looked up it turns out I had been hit by two vans head-on from the side, smashing me between themselves and the F350 next to me. I couldn't even get out of the car - I had to be pulled out and passed between people until I got to the side of the road. I'm okay - the worst that happened was my hand cut up by the shattered windshield. Just very shaken up. The car was totaled, and worse, it was Ben's car. Probably one of the most horrible experiences of my life. Two different cops told Ben and I that I should be dead. All I can think about lately is looking over and seeing the van and debris coming at my face. What kept me from pulling up just a foot more and getting the hood of a car in my face? No clue.

Anyway this wasn't meant to worry anyone...what I more just want to say is how much this event has changed my outlook on life. The song I was listening to when it happened was "Wild Angels" by Martina McBride. I think that is just so creepy. I talked to Valerie on line yesterday morning and she is overseas. If something would have happened to me she never would have known until she got back in December probably. It just makes me think SO much of how lucky I am. And it sounds sick but maybe, just maybe, this happened to me so that I would come to this realization. I've been so caught up lately in ridiculous things...maybe this was just a reminder of the more simple and special ones.

For now I'm just a little bit sore from the crash but that will heal. I just want to get through all the insurance stuff that's going on because it's so much to think about. Nothing I need with classes starting up. And I just feel so guilty about Ben's car! I know it's my fault and there's nothing I could do, I was stopped and stuck...but still. Hopefully everything will turn out okay.

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Things They Don't Teach You At St. Thomas [07 Sep 2004|10:53pm]
[ mood | content ]

Well here we are the night before my first class of senior year. I can hardly believe that I have made it this far. Does anyone else feel that their time at college has just flown by? Today I sat and reminisced for a while and went back to move-in day of freshman year. How I was so relieved to know my two WB roommates Cori and Alyssa, and so excited to move out, and so absolutely nervous about not having what it takes to succeed. And you know what? That seriously seems like just yesterday - 18 years old with no experience in this world and ready for it all. I was still stuck on those high school things - still madly in love with my group of friends, dying inside over the loss of the boy I was in love with all year, still afraid to stay out past 12 for fear that my mom would be up in my room waiting for me (!) and still thinking I could ace school without an effort or a care. Yesterday I would have called that immaturity. In this moment that's just plain innocence.

And now being on the verge of my fourth year here I realize that I still have those feelings, maybe not all in the same exact versions, but nevertheless the same. I guess I haven't changed, really, as much as I thought I did. I still have the same insecurities, the same doubts, the same hopes and dreams as I did four years ago. All that is different are the people, the places, and the things that surround me. Is that normal? Part of me thinks that other people feel like that yet another part of me just yearns to feel like I've accomplished something more than a GPA and 3/4 of a bachelor's degree. There are days when I've wished these few coming years away in order to be outta here and into the "real" world because that's what I thought I wanted. But at this moment that is all ridiculous. In reality, I'm really frightened. I have so much growing up to do before I head out of this place and into the real world. They don't teach you those kinds of things in college. I guess deep down I know that I'm right where I'm supposed to be and I guess it's taken me the last three years to find that out.

Ah well. I guess it's probably a good thing to be able to look back on those last few years with a smile and realize that I'm still me. Who the hell cares if I'm just as nervous, scared, excited, naive as I was when I got here. No matter who, what, when, where, why the situation I've stood the test of time - and I will continue to do so for the rest of my time here.

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Summer's Over [04 Sep 2004|11:31pm]
[ mood | scared ]

Well just the creepiest thing happened to me last Thursday night and I would like to tell you all about it. Thursday afternoon I had been around my apartment alone pretty much all day, cleaning and napping and such. My brother came and picked me up for dinner at my grandparents' house, then brought me back home, where Ash and I hung out all evening. Just as she was getting ready to go out around 9 or 10 Ben came over, so he and I kind of just sat in my room, had dinner, so on. Well around 10:45 I was in the bathroom washing up for bed when Ben came out and said that someone was knocking on my window. I thought he was joking until someone pounded on the back door - it was two cops. They informed us that a neighbor had called the police because there was a guy standing on a chair outside of my bedroom window about 20 minutes earlier. Apparently when the cops got there he ran away and they had some police dogs searching for him pretty late into the night. Back to the apartment...the police got the info they needed and took a bunch of pictures and did their investigation thing but Ben and I were OUTTA THERE. We called Ash and the three of us went back to his new apartment. The next day I talked to the landlord and apparently he talked to the neighbors who saw the guy. They said the pretty much just watched him walk out of his car, drag up a chair and start peeking in - he went about it in a really stupid, obvious way. I also called and got the police department and I guess they got his name (which is John by the way) and address and all that but he's on hold for pickup? Does anyone know what that means? I would like to know if that means he's going to be arrested because I would feel a hell of a lot safer if that was the case. Who knows.
But yeah. Since then I have felt so vulnerable and scared. I have been staying at Ben's because I cannot bear the thought of staying there by myself and having something like that happen. That just creeps me out so bad! I am mad because I don't even feel safe in a place that I spent just that afternoon cozying up so that I could feel more comfortable. It's a shitty feeling, I feel like such a baby about it but the scariest part is that just last week a girl who lives just a few blocks away was sexually assaulted in her apartment by some guy who broke in. And he got away. So who knows if that was the same guy? I feel like I'm on display in my own bedroom. It makes me mad.
Anyway, on a more positive note Ben and I went to the Martina McBride/Gretchen Wilson/Blue County concert at the State Fair and it was SO good. Every slow song choked me up...that's the best, when a concert can do that to you. Loved it.
OK I'm off to help Ben with some moving projects. If anyone knows what that police pick-up thing means please let me know!

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BBQ at Best Man's? Why Would That Be Weird? [08 Aug 2004|06:57pm]
[ mood | content ]

Wow I haven't updated this thing in forever! That's not saying I haven't been keeping up with my reading material though...it's still fun to check in and see what some have been up to and such.

Probably the reason I haven't written anything lately is there's nothing new or fun at all! Every once in a while something comes up...nothing too phenomenal though. Mostly I have just been working during the week and relaxing on the weekends. I have three weeks left of work and then I get to be done. Thank God. I'm so burnt out from this job. Not that I don't like it, because it really is a lot of fun, but I am ready to just be done. I figured out that I have 12 days left total. Five this coming week, two the following week (I'll be on the North Shore for 3 of those days with Ben, his mom, and sister), and then five the next. Hallelujiah.

I also found out that one of my best pals, Rachel, is moving back to the cities. She's the pilot - the one I flew to Denver with - and she was just hired by Mesaba Airlines. She's been living in St. Cloud the past three years but since the job is closer she's moving in with her parents until she can save up enough to put a downpayment on a house. Very ambitious girl, and I am so proud of her.

One other person I would like to mention that I am very proud of is Ben - he is just finishing up an internship with Target and he has worked so very hard for the last ten weeks. He interviewed for a job with the company for after he graduates next spring and I am sure he did a fabulous job. I'm so proud of you Ben.

Did I forget to mention that we got a cat? He's pretty cool but annoys me once in a while. He's actually Ashlee's but still I get to take part in the love process sometimes. I don't mind having him but just the past three weeks have made me realize that I am more of a dog person. (Ash - don't be offended by this - I'm just glad you're keeping him and I'm not!!!)

Otherwise I've been pretty much just a really busy girl for the summer. Part of me is really excited to get back to school while the other part of me likes the no homework thing. It will surely be interesting to walk into class the first day and see my bro sitting there. But I'm excited nonetheless.

I read something that Alyssa wrote about seeing our old roommate Melissa and realizing how much she missed her, and that actually had the opposite effect on me, as I did some thinking and realized how much I do NOT! Actually I saw her running the other day. I'm not sure she saw me but if she did there was no friendly hello, not even a wave. Oh well. Right now I am so happy in comparison to what I felt like a year ago this time - I have a roommate who doesn't judge me for my actions, is supportive, and also my new apartment is just so much tighter. Plus our landlord actually gives a shit about us! So for that I am happy and just wanted to share.

Anyway. Just wanted to check in. I'd appreciate any messages anyone left for me just to say hi or something! Later all.

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Liquor in the Front, Poker in the Rear [06 Jul 2004|12:50pm]
[ mood | gloomy ]

Work is going well. I love Josh and Jordan, they are really cute kids and I think we get along just swimmingly. This job is the greatest. I get to play outside and go do fun things that I would never have thought to do nor had the chance if I was working in some office somewhere. Last week we went mini-golfing in Stillwater and that was fun! It is proving to be well worth the cash I get every Friday and I am really enjoying myself.

I'm also on a kickball team with a bunch of friends and it's a lot of fun. We're 0-2 but I think that's because they have put some random, ugly and incredibly UNTALENTED girls on our team. The games are fun and we go out after every game to this bar in Minneapolis. Fun I tell ya.

Last Thursday night I left for Denver with Rachel. She is a very good pilot, but flying in a tiny plane for 4 hours is super scary. We were supposed to be surprising Kara but unfortunately Matt (who hasn't talked to Kara since her wedding in December) thought it would be a good idea to call and see what's up with her and he completely blew the surprise. Oh well. We had so much fun though! I miss hanging out with girls so much - I didn't realize it until now. We went out on Friday night to this huge bar with a big deck on the roof and a dance floor. Very entertaining. I also did a lot of shopping and am very proud of myself for it. However, one bad thing did happen: In my excitement to see Kara and hopped out of the plane right away when we arrived and I tripped over the wheel and burned the back of my shin on the brakes of the plane. It's a second- or third- degree burn, huge and disgusting and incredibly ugly, on the back of my left shin. I actually went to the doc for it today because it hurts so bad still and has started turning this gross scabby color. She said I'd probably have a scar :( dammit. I also got a tetanus shot. Ick. Josh and Jordan came and watched and thought it was extremely hilarious when I was almost passed out on the bus stop bench by the car.

Anyway we returned from Denver on the 4th and Ben and I headed out to my mom's for a little 4th of July action. For fireworks we went out with Rachel and her family in their pontoon on WBL. Very nice.

Anyway I'm off. Next weekend should be fun, up to St. Cloud to go boating and fishing with Ben and his family!

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21st Birthday Update [20 Jun 2004|01:57pm]
[ mood | sick ]

So yesterday I turned 21. Of course this was not without the traditional power hour trip to the bar at 12 AM Friday night. This is not all that it is cracked up to be. We decided to walk to O'Gara's rather than take taxis downtown. We got there at 12 exactly and that is when my evening began. I think there were about 10 of us there for my birthday. All in all I believe I enjoyed 8 gross shots and a tidal wave which is water thrown all over me, which actually really pissed me off. I also enjoyed running up to the mic on stage to say happy birthday to myself. It was an interesting walk home apparently.
It was then that I broke my streak.
That is right. I have not thrown up once in the last thirteen years. Until the other night. I won't go into the details. Let's just say it was not pretty considering the Jello shots we had before our trip to the bar.
So yesterday morning I woke up with a TERRIBLE cold and also unbelievably hung over. I seriously thought I was maybe going to die. So I spent my birthday sleeping all afternoon. However, in the evening we went to see "Dodgeball" (awesome movie!) and then went to McCormick & Schmick's for happy hour and appetizers. But my poor stomach was not having that - so I ended up ordering a stupid Shirley Temple. Ah well.
Anyway that's about all that is new around here. But our kickball team starts playing on Tuesday night! That should be a lot of fun. I'll have to keep updated with the stats :). Later y'all.

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Still Around [10 Jun 2004|12:10pm]
Just wanted to let anyone who cares know that I am still around! Ash and I moved into our new place about a week and a half ago and we don't have internet yet. So I haven't really had a chance to write anything.
Our apartment is really cute. We ended up having just the right amount of furniture to fill it up and look cute. I love my new room too. Just walking into this place you can feel that it is SO much better and more positive of an atmosphere than the old house. Speaking of which, I haven't talked to or seen any of those girls since I left which is FINE BY ME. There were no grand goodbyes or anything. To be honest I feel like a huge weight has been lifted off of my shoulders by not having to tiptoe around especially past Nicole's door, lest it be slammed in my face.
My class is going really well. It's actually a pretty fun and interesting course (History of the Twin Cities) and I love my professor. It's not much work except for a large paper which I am on my way to the MN History Center to research today.
I also have yet to start working; that's Monday for me. I'm VERY excited to start. Everyone that I know is now working full time which makes for extreme boredom for myself. Grr. It will be fun to take care of Josh and Jordan. They seem like really great kids.
Last weekend Ben and I went to Winona for 4 days and it was so nice and relaxing and pretty. I really needed that getaway and I was sorry to go. His sister graduated so we were busy with plans for their large party but still. I think I just love the change in environment.
Anyway there is not much else going on except WAIT - MY 21st BIRTHDAY NEXT WEEKEND! I have waited far too long and have been left out of far too many bar outings. I am so excited. So everyone who wants to come is invited for my power two hours which is next Friday evening! Woo hoo!
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wesdhlkj2qe398 v'/ [28 May 2004|02:41pm]
[ mood | lethargic ]

*13* random things you like
01) Crossword Puzzles
02) Walking my grandma's dogs
03) chocolate
04) Ben not being an RA anymore
05) Getting better grades than usual this semester
06) My new apartment!
07) Kissing
08) The Wolves
09) Summer Days
10) American Idol
11) My summer class, History of the Twin Cities
12) Barbecuing
13) My new chicken keychain from Target that lights up

*12* movies
01) There's Something About Mary
02) Legends of the Fall
03) My Big Fat Greek Wedding
04) Top Gun
05) Zoolander
06) Billy Madison
07) Man on Fire
08) Dumb and Dumber
09) Super Size Me
10) The Godfather
11) Shrek
12) Starsky and Hutch

*11* good bands/artists
01) U2
03) Keith Urban
04) Kenny Chesney
05) Britney Spears (Who I am seeing July 16th!!!)
06) Shania Twain
07) REO Speedwagon
08) Usher
09) Fantasia Barrino
10) Led Zeppelin
11) Fiona Apple

*10* things about you..physically
01) LONG blonde hair
02) Long fingers
03) My legs look longer when I sit down
04) Dark blue eyes
05) 110 pounds
06) I have a bump on the middle of my nose
07) I also have a very flat spot on top of my head that no one can see!
08) Ben likes my butt
09) Pretty tan right now
10) Full mouth

*9* good friends
01) Ashlee
02) Rachel
03) Kara
04) Kathryn
05) Val
06) Sarah
07) Matt
08) Sass
09) Ben

*8* favorite foods/drinks
01) Chocolate
02) Leiny's Honeyweiss
03) Cake
04) Sweet and Sours that we had last night
05) Chicken Strips with honey mustard
06) Grilled hot dogs
07) wraps
08) OJ

*7* things you wear daily
01) My four rings
02) My watch
03) My past/present/future diamond necklace from Ben
04) blush, pressed powder, lipstick
05) earrings
06) flip flops or white shoes
07) belt

*6* things that annoy you
01) People who refuse to get up with me in the morning
02) Being sprayed with a spray bottle of water
03) People touching me
04) Slow drivers
05) Slow walkers
06) Being told "no" when I want something

*5* things you touch everyday
01) Ben
02) My car
03) my keys
04) My hair
05) Toilet Paper

*4* shows you watch
01) Real World
02) American Idol
03) Wolves games
04) The Cosby Show

*3* celebrities you have a crush on
01) Justin Timberlake
02) Shane West
03) Kenny Chesney

*1* person you could spend the rest of your life with
01) That would be Ben

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More Dumb Surveys Because My Brain Is Dead [12 May 2004|11:07pm]
[ mood | CA ]

1. Nervous Habits? - Bite my nails, and take my earrings in and out

2. Are you double jointed? - Nope

3. Can you roll your tongue? - Yes I can

4. Can you raise one eyebrow at a time? - Not really, I try though and look like a moron

5. Can you blow spit bubbles? – Yes, I like to do this because it grosses Ben out.

6. Can you cross your eyes? - I haven't tried in years

7. Tattoos? – I wish

8. Piercings and where? – 5, in the ears

9. Do you make your bed daily? – No, I am just too lazy to do that


10. Which shoe goes on first? – Right, weird

11. Speaking of shoes, have you ever thrown one at anyone? I distinctly remember throwing my shoes at the mouse that appeared in my room last fall at 3 AM...bad night

12. On the average, how much money do you carry in your purse/wallet? I am usually pretty broke, but I try and have like a ten with me at all times.

13. What jewelry do you wear 24/7? My tiger eye ring, quarter ring, claddaugh ring, class ring that doesn't look like a class ring, my watch from Ben, and my charm bracelet from Ben

14. Favorite piece of clothing? – I enjoy any of my hoodies, or Ben's for that matter...but in the summer I like to think I can live in my skirts

-- FOOD --
15. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? – Twirl it, I am a real Italiana

16. Have you ever eaten Spam? – I will admit that I enjoy a slice or two of Spam with brown sugar

17. Favorite ice cream flavor? – Cookies and Cream

18. How many cereals in your cabinet? Right now my "cabinet" is located on top of my desk, in my room...and there is a box of Cap'n Crunch and one of Reese's Puffs too

19. What's your favorite beverage? Dr. Pepper or orange juice

20. What's your favorite restaurant? I don't have just one favorite. It depends on what I'm in the mood for. I love those little Italian places like DiGideos and Yarussos on the East Side though.

21. Do you cook? I try, can I have credit for that? I can make Mac and Cheese from the box WELL...but not much else. I am not going to be a good wife.


22. How often do you brush your teeth? At least twice a day, but usually more

23. Hair drying method? Blow dry with straightening stuff, I know that's bad

24. Have you ever colored/highlighted your hair? Of course


25. Do you swear? Yes I do

26. Do you ever spit? um, no


27. Animal?- Gonna go for the traditional dog

28. Food?- Mostly chocolate, not lying

29. Month?- June

30. Day?- Saturday

31. Cartoon?- Not a fan of cartoons

32. Shoe Brand?- Not really caring

33. Subject in school?- History

34. Color?- Red

35. Sport?- I was brought up on sports so I don't really have a favorite...but I would have to say I'm just a bit more partial to baseball.

36. TV show?- The OC

37. Thing to do in the spring? Take walks, sleep with my windows open

38. Thing to do in the summer? Go to the beach, have BBQs and bonfires, take walks

39. Thing to do in the fall? Go to the apple orchard, take walks (yet again), play in leaves (which I have not done in forever), pretend I'm a little kid so I can get excited for Halloween

40. Thing to do in the winter? I don't really like anything about winter but Christmas


41. The CD player? I think my Mariah Carey Greatest Hits

42. Person you talk most on the phone with? Ben or Ashlee

43. Ever taken a cab? Lots of times, they are scary though

44. Do you regularly check yourself out in store windows and mirrors?- I MAY have a habit of doing that, but I don't really do it actually thinking about it

45. What color is your bedroom?- Bright blue for the next two weeks, then white

46. Do you use an alarm clock? Yeah my Dream Machine! Or else my phone alarm for naps.

47. Window seat or aisle? I honestly could care less as long as I'm not sitting next to a fat sweaty man.

-- LA LA LAND --

48. What's your sleeping position? On my stomach with one arm under the pillow.

49. Even in hot weather do you use a blanket?- Yeah, I guess that is sorta weird

50. Do you snore?- No and I'm proud of it

51. Do you sleepwalk?- I don't think I ever have

52. Do you talk in your sleep?- Yeah and I do it a lot...I remember those convos Alyssa! AND I do recall you snoring!

53. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? Yes

54. How about with the light on?- Any light really bothers me, I sleep best with it completely dark

55. Do you fall asleep with the TV or radio on?- No, I need it completely silent. That's why my loud and ever-so-rude roommates will be nice to get away from SOON.

My name is: Jennifer
I may seem: Confident, bitchy, successful, tall, flighty, sarcastic
But I'm really: Not always sure, quiet, struggling, only 5'4", and I really am flighty sometimes and sarcastic
Sometimes I feel: Stranded where I am, needy, sad, turned on
I like to sleep: On a cold pillow with Ben next to me
Money is: Stupid and something that I never seem to have enough of
One thing I wish I had is: Rich parents to pay for my college
One thing I have that I wish I didn't is: Anxiety
Love is: My most valuable possession
Hate is: Hanging around between my door and Nicole's
I am very: tired of school, tired of being only 20, and excited to move and to spend the summer with Ben and Ashlee, and other friends
I don't like: Nicole, and school right now
I cry when I'm: hurt by people's accusations, and uncertain and worried about the future.
My nails: Gross and bitten.
I miss: Kara and Rachel, having friends at St. Thomas, talking to the people I live with, and being a kid
I adore: Ben Landowski, chocolate, taking walks, and my grandma's dogs
I laugh: I would say 80% of the time I'm with Ben, and when I do something stupid or dorky which I am prone to do
This is: something that is causing my neck to hurt because I am not sitting up straight
I dance: Only when under the influence, or to be stupid or funny. OR when I want to be reminded of Alyssa and the old man dance.
Where is the: cell phone? Buried under the seat in Ashlee's Saturn
Meat is: only good when well-done, I don't eat animal fluids
Vegetables are: Good for you, and they are also something I should eat more of
Fruit is: Something that grows on trees in Florida
Boys are: Sweet most of the time, unless they are St. Thomas hockey players
Girls are: Something I miss, and some of my best friends.
Dating is: Fun and you get free food!

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And to finish him off... [09 May 2004|08:30pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]

~*~Love and All That~*~

-Do you consider love a mistake?: Hells no! My experience with love has been probably the best of my life. Love is ultimately a feeling, and how can a feeling ever really truly be wrong?
-What do you find romantic?: Cuddling, surprise kisses from behind, walking in the rain and holding hands, shopping the clearance racks every week at Target, making love, naps together, and just knowing that there is always someone there who loves me.
-Turn-on?: Knowing that someone else is turned on by you, dim lights and deep conversations
-Turn-off?: BAD TEETH
-First kiss?: Anders Jorve at 11th grade Homecoming, yuck yuck yuck yuck YUCK
-If someone you had no interest in expressed interest in dating YOU, how would you feel?: It's happened before...and I have felt so guilty. But then again, before Ben and I were together I thought he was interested and I also thought that I wasn't at ALL...but then again look what happened. So bottom line, never say never, give them a chance.
-Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going out: Yes. Isn't that the whole foundation of a conversation...let alone a relationship?
-Have you ever wished it was more socially acceptable for a girl to ask a guy out: Umm, not really, considering I have never had the balls to do that and never will. I am fully content letting the guy do all the work.
-Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive: Yeah, and I will not name names...but anyone who knew me in 10th grade knew who I crushed on FOREVER...not attractive. A really good guy, but no. I will say one thing though - once you get to know someone you see them completely differently. I believe that attraction to their personality overshadows the physical.
-Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: I would like to think so...and on days when I feel yucky all I need to do is drive down 35E South because it never fails...there's always some Asian or other trying to get my attention in their suped-up Honda!
-What is best about the opposite sex?: How they have the ability to make you feel this way that no one else can, how they don't hold grudges, how we can get in fights and then laugh about it 10 minutes later (NEVER happens with a girl though)and how cute they act sometimes.
-What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: How sometimes they think they know more about FASHION, how cocky they can be, how they can hide their feelings from you like it means nothing...gah
-What's the last present someone gave you?: Well Ben just bought me a Sierra Mist...if not Ben bought me a shirt last weekend that looks almost exactly like the one of mine he ruined like a year ago!
-Are you in love?: Head over heels...does that count?
-Do you consider your significant other hot?: My significant other, in my eyes, is the hottest human being on the planet, not just physically (although he is), but in every other way imaginable.

~*~Who Was the Last Person~*~

-That laughed at you?: Ben, when I made a comment about the man that STILL owes me money for those damn SA stores way back when.
-That you laughed at?: Also Ben, don't remember why
-That turned you on?: Ben
-You went shopping with?: Ben. I would like to stop here and say that he is sitting right next to me and that we went shopping today, and that is probably why so far all my answers have been about him.
-That broke your heart?: I'm not sure that my heart has ever really been broken...I've been severely hurt by a few though. Don't care to name names.
-To disappoint you?: Probably myself.
-To ask you out?: Well that would again probably be Ben, over a year ago.
-To make you cry?: The actress on the really BAD Court TV movie...although it was very intriguing, a real tearjerker
-To brighten up your day?: Probably just getting to wake up next to my baby this morning.
-That you thought about?: I thought about my grandma a few minutes ago and how I have to pick her up tomorrow and drive her to her meeting.
-You saw a movie with?: My sister and I saw Ella Enchanted last weekend.
-You talked to on the phone?: Kathryn
-You talked to through IM/ICQ?: Mike Sticha
-You saw?: I saw my roommate's boyfriend Donny on my way out tonight...funny that he's nicer to me than she is
-You lost?: Does my puppy count?

~*~Right This Moment~*~

-Are you going out?: Nope, I am in for the eve
-Will it be with your significant other?: Well I am at Ben's so yes
-Or some random person?: Nah
-What are you wearing right now?: My Sedona, AZ T-Shirt with the different "asses" on it (think donkeys people) and my gray mesh UST shorts. That's ALL.
-Body part you're touching right now: Is that supposed to be a gross question or what? I am not touching myself at all.
-What are you worried about right now?: My take-home final that is due tomorrow afternoon and that I have no ability to write because I KNOW NOTHING ABOUT BUSINESS.
-What book are you reading?: I haven't read a book in forever. Does my Latin American History text count?
-Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling: Dizzy, Worried, Lovey, Tired, Headachey
-Are you bored?: Kinda
-Are you tired?: Yes
-Are you talking to anyone online?: Nope
-Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: No
-Are you lonely or content?: I'm pretty content
-Are you listening to music?: The Wildboyz theme song on TV

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